The Baron’s Christmas Gift: An Enslaved Woman with a Terrifying Family Secret
Christmas morning arrived at Belleur Plantation with all the ceremony befitting one of Louisiana’s most distinguished estates. The year was 1847 and Henry Dufresne had every reason to celebrate. At 32 years old, he had inherited his father’s sugar empire 6 months earlier, transforming himself from the younger son into the master of 3,000 acres and 170 souls.
The mansion gleamed with imported crystal chandeliers brought from Paris at considerable expense. And the scent of roasted duck mingled with pine garland throughout the grand parlor. Outside, the December air carried an unusual chill for Louisiana and frost had touched the edges of the fountain in the courtyard, creating delicate patterns of ice that caught the morning light.
The household had been preparing for this day for weeks. The kitchen staff had worked through the night, producing elaborate dishes that would grace the long mahogany table in the dining room. The house slaves had polished every surface until it gleamed, hung wreaths on every door, and arranged candles in every window. It was a display of wealth and refinement that would have impressed even the most critical visitors from New Orleans society.
But the gift waiting for him in the courtyard would unravel everything he believed about his family, his name, and himself. Henry descended the front steps of the mansion with the confident stride of a man who had finally come into his inheritance. His older brother Philippe had been groomed from birth to manage Belleur, while Henry had been sent to study law in New Orleans, expected to make his own way in the world.
But yellow fever had taken Philippe 3 years ago and their father had followed him to the grave just 6 months past, leaving Henry as the sole heir to everything the Dufresne family had built over three generations. The transition had not been easy. The overseers questioned his authority. The neighboring planters watched for signs of weakness and Henry himself struggled with the weight of responsibility.
He had spent his 20s in the relative freedom of the city, arguing cases in court, attending theater performances, and enjoying the cosmopolitan pleasures of New Orleans. Now he was bound to this land, to these people, to a way of life he had never fully embraced. Charles Beaumont stood beside the fountain with the satisfied smile of a man who had chosen his gift well.
Charles was Henry’s closest friend from his New Orleans days, a successful cotton broker who had helped Henry navigate the complex business arrangements that kept Belleur profitable. He was a few years older than Henry, already graying at the temples with the easy confidence of someone born into wealth and position.
“Merry Christmas, my friend,” Charles announced as Henry approached. “I know you’ve been looking for someone skilled in household management. Your mother’s old housekeeper passed away last spring and I’ve heard you’ve been struggling to find a suitable replacement. This one comes highly recommended, literate, well-mannered, trained in fine service. Her previous owner was settling debts in Natchez. The moment I saw her papers, I thought of you immediately.”
Henry’s attention shifted to the woman standing beside Charles. She wore a simple gray dress, clean but worn, with careful mending visible at the cuffs and hem. Her hair was wrapped in a blue cloth that had seen better days, but the way she wore it suggested dignity rather than poverty.
She couldn’t have been more than 25, with features that suggested mixed heritage. High cheekbones that caught the morning light, amber-colored eyes that seemed to hold depths of unspoken experience, and skin the shade of honey in afternoon light. Around her neck hung a small silver locket, the only adornment she possessed, catching the light as she breathed.
She stood perfectly still beside the fountain, her hands clasped before her, eyes fixed on the cobblestones. There was a stillness about her that intrigued Henry, a quality of contained presence that suggested she was accustomed to being observed but had learned to retreat into herself, to become invisible while remaining physically present.
Henry approached slowly, studying the woman with the practiced eye of someone raised to evaluate human property as casually as livestock. It was a skill he had never been comfortable with, even as a child. He remembered his father teaching him to assess the health and value of enslaved people by examining their teeth, their hands, their posture.
The memory made him uncomfortable now, though he couldn’t have articulated exactly why.
“What’s your name?” he asked, his voice gentler than he had intended.
“Margot, sir.” Her voice was soft but clear, with an accent that suggested education beyond what most enslaved people received. There was a slight French inflection to her words, the kind that came from growing up in New Orleans rather than the rural parishes.
“Margot,” he repeated, testing the sound. It was a French name, not uncommon in Louisiana, but something about the way she pronounced it stirred an uncomfortable sensation in his chest. A memory, perhaps, or the ghost of one, something just beyond the reach of conscious thought. “Look at me.”
She raised her eyes slowly and in that moment Henry felt the ground shift beneath his feet. Those eyes, that particular shade of amber flecked with green. He had seen them before every morning in his mirror when the light caught his face at a certain angle. Every time he looked at the portrait of his father that hung in the library, the one painted when Etienne Dufresne was in his prime, before age and responsibility had carved lines into his face.
The resemblance was impossible to ignore. The shape of her face, slightly oval with a strong jawline, the set of her jaw, determined but not aggressive. The way she held her head slightly tilted when listening, as if considering every word before responding. Even the small crease between her eyebrows when she concentrated, all of it echoed his own features with unsettling precision.
His breath caught in his throat. Charles was saying something about her qualifications, about the family in Natchez who had owned her, about the excellent references she came with, but Henry barely heard him. His mind was racing, making connections he didn’t want to make, seeing patterns he wished he could unsee.
“Where were you born?” The question came out sharper than he intended, cutting across Charles’s description of Margot’s skills in household management.
“New Orleans, sir, on Rue Dauphine.” Her voice remained steady, but something flickered in her eyes, recognition perhaps or weariness. She had noticed his reaction, had seen the shock in his face.
Henry’s hands went cold despite the mild morning air. His father had owned a townhouse on Rue Dauphine. He had kept it for decades, visiting frequently on business trips that sometimes lasted weeks. His mother had never questioned these absences, or if she had, she had done so in the privacy of her own thoughts, choosing the easier path of willful ignorance.
Henry himself had been to the house once, sent by his father to deliver papers to a lawyer when he was perhaps 15. He remembered very little of the visit, a courtyard with flowers, blue wallpaper with birds, a woman answering the door, a child peeking from behind her skirts. The memory crystallized with sudden, terrible clarity.
The child had been perhaps 7 or 8, with curious amber eyes that had stared at him with unguarded interest. He had looked at her for perhaps 30 seconds before the woman, her mother presumably, had ushered her away. He had thought nothing of it at the time, had assumed she was the daughter of a servant or tenant. He had looked at his sister and not known her.
“Who was your mother?” His voice came out barely above a whisper.
Margot hesitated and for the first time something flickered in her eyes, pain perhaps or the memory of it.
“Her name was Celeste, sir, Celeste Dubois. She died when I was 12.”
The name meant nothing to Henry, but the timeline aligned with terrible precision. He would have been 19 when Margot was born, away at university in New Orleans, focused on his studies and the social life of a young man of his class.
His father would have been 53, still vigorous, still traveling to New Orleans regularly for business, still maintaining whatever secret life he had built away from Belleur, away from his wife and legitimate children. Charles was watching this exchange with growing confusion, his smile fading into a frown.
“Henry, is something wrong? If she’s not suitable, I can arrange for her to be returned to the dealer. There’s no obligation. I simply thought.”
“No,” Henry’s voice came out. He cleared his throat and tried again, forcing himself to sound normal, controlled. “No, she’s fine. Thank you, Charles. It’s a generous gift, very generous indeed.”
But his mind was racing, calculating, trying to find some other explanation for what his eyes were telling him. Perhaps it was coincidence. Perhaps many people in Louisiana had amber eyes and French features. Perhaps he was seeing connections that didn’t exist, driven by guilt over the institution he had inherited along with his father’s wealth, looking for reasons to feel uncomfortable with a system that had enriched his family for generations.
Yet even as he tried to rationalize it away, he knew deep in his bones, in that place where truth lives before we find words for it, before we can shape it into something manageable, he knew the woman standing before him, the human being his friend had just given him as property, wrapped up with a bow like a piece of furniture or a horse, was his sister.
His half sister to be precise. Born to an enslaved woman his father had kept as a mistress. Raised in a house his father had maintained for that purpose, educated with his father’s money. And then when the arrangement had ended for whatever reason, sold into the system like any other piece of property. And now she belonged to him.
The law said she was his to command, to use, to dispose of as he saw fit. His sister was his slave. The thought made him physically ill. Charles was still talking, explaining the arrangements he had made, the price he had paid, the papers that would need to be signed. Henry forced himself to focus, to respond appropriately, to play the role of the grateful recipient of a thoughtful gift.
He thanked Charles profusely, invited him to stay for Christmas dinner, and called for one of the house servants to show Margate to her quarters. As she followed the servant toward the house, Margate glanced back once, her amber eyes meeting his. In that brief moment of connection, Henry saw something that made his chest tight.
A flash of recognition, of understanding, of shared knowledge that neither of them could acknowledge. She knew, or at least she suspected. She had seen the resemblance just as he had. Had made the same terrible connections. And now they were both trapped in a situation that neither of them had chosen, bound together by blood and law in a way that made any genuine relationship impossible.
Henry couldn’t sleep that night. Christmas dinner had been a torturous affair with Charles and several other guests from neighboring plantations filling the dining room with conversation and laughter.
While Henry struggled to maintain the appearance of normality, he had watched Margate move through the room, directing the serving staff with quiet efficiency, and every glimpse of her profile had been like a knife to his chest. Around 3:00 in the morning, unable to bear the darkness and his own thoughts any longer, he rose, dressed quietly, and went to his father’s study.
If there were answers to be found, they would be there among the carefully organized ledgers and correspondence that documented 30 years of plantation management. The study was exactly as his father had left it. Henry had been unable to bring himself to change anything in the 6 months since Etienne’s death. The massive desk still held his father’s favorite pen, the one with the silver nib that he had used to sign every important document.
The walls were lined with books, legal texts, agricultural manuals, histories of Louisiana and France. The air still carried a faint scent of his father’s tobacco, a particular blend he had imported from Cuba. Henry lit the oil lamp on the desk and began his search. He started with the financial records, the leather-bound ledgers that his father had maintained with meticulous care.
Etienne Duffrain had been a man who believed in documentation, in creating a paper trail that could withstand any scrutiny. Every expense was recorded, every transaction noted, every payment documented down to the penny. Henry traced backward through the years, looking for payments related to the Rue Dauphine property.
He found them easily enough. Monthly disbursements for property maintenance, occasional larger sums for furnishings or repairs. The amounts were substantial but not excessive, the kind of expenses one would expect for maintaining a townhouse in a fashionable part of New Orleans. But there were other payments, too.
Regular amounts sent to someone identified only as CD in the ledgers. The payments had continued for 25 years, stopping abruptly 8 months before his father’s death. The amounts varied, sometimes $50, sometimes $100, occasionally more. Over the years, they added up to a substantial sum, enough to support a comfortable lifestyle in New Orleans.
8 months. Margate had said her mother died when she was 12. If Margate was now 25, that meant Celeste had died 13 years ago. The timeline didn’t match. Unless Henry pulled out another ledger, this one containing copies of correspondence. His father had kept duplicates of important letters organized by year and filed with the same meticulous care he applied to everything else.
Henry flipped through 1834, the year Margate would have been born, and found nothing unusual. But in 1835, he discovered a letter from a lawyer in New Orleans confirming the purchase of a house on Rue Dauphine and the establishment of a trust for its maintenance. The letter was formal, business-like, revealing nothing of the human story behind the transaction.
But attached to it with a pin was a small piece of paper folded many times until it was no larger than a postage stamp. Henry’s hands trembled as he unfolded it, smoothing out the creases carefully. The handwriting was feminine, elegant, educated, the kind of penmanship that came from years of careful instruction.
It read, “Etienne, she has your eyes. I have named her Margate after your mother. I ask nothing for myself, but please let her have a chance at something better than what I had. Let her learn to read. Let her know beauty. Let her believe, even for a little while, that the world can be kind.”
Henry sat back in his chair, the letter falling from his hands to the desk.
His grandmother’s name had been Margate. He had never known her. She had died before he was born, but he had heard stories. She had been educated in France, cultured, a woman of refinement who had insisted on bringing French tutors to the plantation for her sons. His father had spoken of her with reverence, had kept her portrait in his bedroom until the day he died.
And he had named his daughter by an enslaved woman after her. The cruelty of it struck Henry like a physical blow. His father had acknowledged this child enough to name her after his own mother, had provided for her education and upbringing, had given her mother a house and financial support, but he had never freed them.
He had never legitimized Margate’s existence. He had kept her in the shadows, a secret to be maintained, a complication to be managed with money and distance. Henry continued to search through the night, finding more pieces of the puzzle. There were receipts for piano lessons dated from when Margate would have been 6 years old, bills for books, not just primers, but literature, poetry, philosophy.
Payments to a dressmaker for clothing that would have been appropriate for a young lady of society, not an enslaved child. His father had given Margate an education that would have been remarkable for any woman of that era, enslaved or free. But he had never freed her. That was the detail that Henry couldn’t reconcile, the fact that gnawed at him as the night wore on and the lamp oil burned low.
His father had possessed the power to grant Margate and her mother their freedom with a simple legal document. Louisiana law made manumission complicated but not impossible. He could have done it. He had chosen not to. Why? The answer, Henry realized with growing bitterness, was probably mundane.
Freedom would have required acknowledgement. It would have raised questions about who Margate was, who her father was. It would have threatened the careful social position that Etienne Duffrain had spent his life constructing. Better to keep them comfortable but controlled, provided for but powerless. Better to maintain the fiction that they were simply property he happened to treat well, rather than family he was too cowardly to claim.
As dawn broke over Beller, painting the sky in shades of pink and gold, Henry found one more document. It was tucked into the back of a ledger from 1846, the year before his father’s death. A letter from the same lawyer in New Orleans informing Etienne that Celeste Dubois had passed away and requesting instructions regarding the disposition of her property and the future of her daughter.
His father’s response was clipped to the letter. “Continue the trust for the property. Make no changes regarding the girl. She is to remain as she is until further notice.”
She is to remain as she is. Not free her, not ensure her safety, not find her a good situation. Just leave her as she is, enslaved, vulnerable, subject to whatever fate might befall her when the trust ended or circumstances changed.
And circumstances had changed. The trust had apparently ended with his father’s death, and Margate had been sold to settle some debt or close some account. She had passed through the hands of strangers, been evaluated and priced like livestock, and finally been purchased as a Christmas gift for her own half brother.
Henry thought of his father’s funeral, the elaborate ceremony at the Catholic church in the parish seat. The governor had attended. The bishop had delivered the eulogy, speaking of Etienne Duffrain’s character, his generosity, his contributions to Louisiana society. Everyone had praised him as a pillar of the community, a man of honor and principle.
What would they say if they knew about the woman on Rue Dauphine? About the daughter he had kept as property? About the son who now owned his own sister? The sound of the household stirring pulled him from his thoughts. He heard the kitchen staff beginning their morning work, the clatter of pots, the murmur of voices. Somewhere in that activity was Margot beginning her first full day at Belle Reve, unaware that the man who now owned her was her brother.
Or was she unaware? That was the question that had been gnawing at him all night. Had Celeste told her daughter the truth about her father? Or had she kept that secret, protecting Margot from the pain of knowing she was connected by blood to a man who would never acknowledge her? Henry needed to know, but he couldn’t simply ask.
The question itself would reveal too much, would expose his own knowledge and create a situation that neither of them could navigate safely. He would have to be careful, strategic. He would have to find a way to learn the truth without exposing his own. The morning after Christmas dawned gray and cold, with fog rolling in from the river and settling over Belle Reve like a shroud.
Henry emerged from the study exhausted, his eyes burning from lack of sleep and hours spent reading by lamplight. He had discovered so much, yet he still didn’t know the most important thing, whether Margot knew who her father was, whether she had made the same connection he had when their eyes met in the courtyard.
He found her in the main house, in the morning room that overlooked the gardens. She was directing two other enslaved women in the arrangement of furniture and the cleaning of the windows. She moved with quiet efficiency, her instructions clear and respectful. The other women responded to her with a deference that suggested she had already established her authority in the household hierarchy despite having arrived only yesterday.
“Margot,” Henry said from the doorway, and she turned immediately, her expression carefully neutral.
“Yes, sir.”
“I’d like to speak with you in the library.”
He saw a flicker of apprehension in her eyes, quickly suppressed. She followed him down the hall, maintaining the proper distance, three steps behind, never beside.
Her footsteps nearly silent on the polished wood floors. It was a dance she had learned long ago, the careful choreography of servitude that kept enslaved people safe by making them invisible. The library was Henry’s favorite room in the house, lined floor to ceiling with books his father had collected over the years.
Many of them had never been read, purchased more for display than enlightenment. But Henry had always loved the space, the smell of leather and paper, the way the light filtered through the tall windows, the sense of being surrounded by knowledge and possibility. It had been his refuge as a child when the brutality of plantation life became too much to bear.
Now it felt like a confessional.
“Close the door,” Henry said and watched her hesitate before complying.
He knew how this must look, the master calling a female slave to his private room, ordering the door closed. The implications were obvious and sickening. He needed to establish quickly that this was not that kind of conversation.
“You said you can read,” Henry began, gesturing to the shelves around them.
“Yes, sir.”
“That’s unusual. How did you learn?”
“My mother arranged for lessons when I was young. She believed education was important.” Margot’s voice was steady, but Henry could hear the careful control in it, the way she was choosing each word with precision.
“Your mother must have been remarkable.”
Something shifted in Margot’s expression, a softening around her eyes that suggested genuine emotion breaking through the careful mask.
“She was, sir. She was the most remarkable person I’ve ever known. She died believing I would have a better life than she did.”
The words hung in the air between them, heavy with unspoken irony.
Celeste had died believing her daughter would be protected, would have the education and refinement to navigate the world successfully. Instead, Margot had been sold, had become property, had ended up in the household of her own brother.
“And your father?” Henry asked, his voice carefully casual. “Did you know him?”
The question was too direct, too personal, but he had to know. Margot’s face became a mask again, carefully blank.
“No, sir. My mother never spoke of him.”
It could have been the truth, or it could have been the answer she had learned to give, the safe response that protected both her and her mother’s memory.
Henry couldn’t tell. He studied her face, looking for some sign, some indication that she knew more than she was saying. But she had learned too well how to hide herself, how to present only what was safe to reveal.
“I see.” Henry walked to the window, looking out over the grounds.
The sugarcane fields stretched to the horizon, brown and dormant in the winter cold. In a few months, they would be green again, growing toward the brutal harvest season that would consume every waking hour from August through December. The cycle never changed, year after year, generation after generation.
“You’ll work in the main house,” he said finally, still looking out at the fields. “Household management, as Charles mentioned. You’ll report directly to me, not to the overseer. Is that clear?”
“Yes, sir.”
“You’ll have your own room in the house, not in the quarters. You’ll take your meals in the kitchen with the other house staff. You’ll be treated with respect.” He turned to face her, meeting her eyes directly. “And if anyone, anyone at all, treats you otherwise, you’ll tell me immediately. Do you understand?”
Margot’s eyes widened slightly. It was a strange speech for a master to make to a newly acquired slave, and Henry could see her trying to understand what it meant, what he wanted from her. Was this kindness, or was it something more complicated, more dangerous?
“Thank you, sir,” she said carefully, her voice giving nothing away.
“That’s all. You can go.”
She left quickly, and Henry sank into his father’s chair, his chair now, feeling the weight of his inheritance pressing down on him like a physical force. He owned his sister. The law said she was his property to do with as he pleased. He could sell her, punish her, use her in any way he chose, and no one would question his right to do so.
The thought made him physically ill. He spent the rest of the morning in the library, trying to focus on the plantation accounts that required his attention. But his mind kept returning to Margot, to the impossible situation his father had created. What was he supposed to do? He couldn’t simply free her, not immediately.
The legal process for manumission was complex, requiring approval from the parish court and a bond to ensure that the freed person wouldn’t become a public charge. Any sudden manumission would raise questions, would invite scrutiny into the reasons behind it. And what would he tell people? That he had discovered she was his sister? That would require explaining how he knew, which would mean revealing his father’s secret, which would destroy the Dufresne family’s reputation.
The scandal would be enormous. He would be ostracized from Louisiana society. His business relationships would collapse, and Belle Reve itself might be threatened. But keeping her enslaved was unconscionable. Every moment that she remained his property was a moral outrage, a continuation of the injustice his father had perpetrated.
Henry was trapped between two impossible choices, and he had no idea which path to take. The weeks following Christmas passed in a strange, tense equilibrium. Margot proved to be everything Charles had promised, efficient, intelligent, capable of managing the household with a skill that impressed even the long-time staff who had served the Dufresne family for decades.
She moved through Belle Reve like a ghost, present but not intrusive, always anticipating needs before they were spoken, managing the complex logistics of running a large household with apparent ease. Henry watched her constantly, looking for signs that she knew the truth. Sometimes he caught her staring at his father’s portrait in the library, her expression unreadable.
The portrait showed Etienne Dufresne in his prime, perhaps 40 years old, dressed in formal attire with his hand resting on a globe, a symbol of his worldly success and sophistication. The artist had captured something in his eyes, a certain intensity that Henry had always found unsettling. Once Henry found Margot in the music room, standing before the grand piano that had belonged to his mother.
Her fingers hovered over the keys but didn’t touch them, as if she were remembering something from long ago, or perhaps restraining herself from doing something she desperately wanted to do.
“Do you play?” Henry asked from the doorway, and she jerked back as if burned, her hands flying to her sides.
“I did, sir, once. My mother arranged lessons when I was young.”
“Play something now.”
“Sir, I don’t think that would be appropriate. I haven’t played in years.”
“It wasn’t a request, Margot.”
Henry’s voice was firmer than he intended, but he needed to know. Music was one of the few things that could reveal a person’s true self, that could bypass the careful masks people wore and expose what lay beneath.
She sat at the piano slowly, her posture rigid with tension. Her hands settled on the keys, and after a moment’s hesitation, she began to play. The piece was Chopin, a nocturne executed with a technical proficiency that spoke of years of serious practice. But it was the emotion in her playing that struck Henry, a deep, aching sadness that seemed to pour from her fingers into the music, filling the room with a grief so profound it was almost unbearable.
The notes cascaded through the air, each one precise and controlled, yet somehow conveying a world of feeling. Henry found himself holding his breath, transfixed by the beauty and sorrow of it. This was not the playing of someone who had learned piano as a casual accomplishment. This was the playing of someone who had poured their soul into the instrument, who had found in music a refuge from a world that offered few other comforts.
When she finished, the silence in the room felt heavy, oppressive. Henry realized his hands were clenched at his sides, his jaw tight. He forced himself to relax, to breathe normally.
“Where did you learn that?” His voice came out rougher than he intended.
“My mother’s house, sir. We had a piano. She said music was important, that it could take you places you couldn’t otherwise go.” Margot’s voice was soft, almost dream-like, as if she were speaking from some distant memory. “She used to sit with me while I practiced for hours sometimes. She said that no matter what happened, no matter where I ended up, the music would always be mine. No one could take it from me.”
“Your mother’s house.” Henry repeated, his throat tight. “On Rue Dauphine.”
Margot’s hands stilled on the keys.
“Yes, sir.”
“Tell me about it, the house.”
She was quiet for a long moment, and Henry thought she might refuse, but then she began to speak, her voice soft, almost dream-like.
“It was small, but beautiful. There were flowers in the courtyard, jasmine and roses. My mother kept them carefully, pruning them herself, talking to them as she worked. She said plants could sense love, that they grew better when you cared for them properly. The parlor had blue wallpaper with silver birds. I used to count them when I was supposed to be practicing piano. There were 47 birds on that wall. I counted them hundreds of times, and it was always 47.”
Henry’s throat tightened. He had been to that house once, years ago, sent by his father to deliver some papers to the lawyer who managed the property. He had been perhaps 15, too young to understand what he was seeing, too naive to question why his father maintained a separate residence in the city.
He remembered the courtyard, the flowers, the blue wallpaper with the silver birds. He remembered a woman answering the door, Celeste, though he hadn’t known her name then, and a girl of perhaps seven or eight peeking around her skirts, staring at him with curious amber eyes. He had looked at his sister and not known her.
They had been in the same room, had breathed the same air, and he had seen nothing but a child who meant nothing to him.
“What happened to the house?” he asked, though he already knew the answer from the documents he had found.
“It was sold after my mother died. The lawyer said the arrangement had ended, that there was no provision for me to remain there. I was sent to work for a family in the Garden District. They were kind enough, considering. The mistress taught me fine needlework, and I was allowed to continue reading in my spare time. But when they fell on hard times 3 years later, they sold me to settle debts.” She spoke matter-of-factly, as if describing the weather rather than the dissolution of her entire life. “I’ve learned that nothing is permanent, sir. Not houses, not arrangements, not kindness. Everything can be taken away.”
The resignation in her voice cut deeper than anger would have. She had learned to expect nothing, to hope for nothing, to accept whatever fate handed her with quiet dignity. It was a survival strategy, he realized, a way of protecting herself from the constant disappointment of being property in a world that saw her as less than human.
“You can play whenever you like,” he said abruptly. “The piano is here. It sits unused. My mother played before she died. My father kept it maintained, but never touched it himself. It should be played. Music shouldn’t be silent.”
She looked up at him, surprised, breaking through her careful mask.
“Sir?”
“The piano,” he repeated. “Use it. Play whenever you have time. Consider it part of your duties if that makes it easier. The instrument needs to be played regularly to stay in good condition.”
“Thank you, sir.”
Her voice was barely a whisper, but Henry heard the emotion in it. Gratitude, yes, but also something more complex. Confusion, perhaps, weariness.
She was trying to understand why he was being kind to her, what he wanted in return. Henry left the room quickly before he could say something he would regret, before he could tell her the truth that was burning in his chest like acid. He couldn’t free her, not yet. The legal process was complex, and any sudden manumission would raise questions he wasn’t prepared to answer.
But he could give her small dignities, small freedoms within the prison of her circumstances. It wasn’t enough. It would never be enough. But it was all he could do without destroying everything.